So to let you all know (whoever reads this which I doubt is anyone) I am now reserving this area as a place to spew random thoughts and artistic materials that happen to manifest from my brain. For those of you who get highly offended and absurdly annoyed with a voluptuous amount of journal entries "spamming" your activity streams, I'm here to announce that I really don't give a fuck, and if it bothers you that much... simply... delete me because just warning you... there is going to be a lot.



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Okay.. so now that that has been taken care of we are free to move on to funner more exciting things...



For some reason that I know not of (actually I do and I'm just going to refuse to tell anyone) I have been crying basically every night of this week. Either I go to bed crying, or I wake up crying, or I'm crying in my dreams. It seems that the pain of being a suffering artist has only just begun to hit me. Actually I've been feeling extremely disconnected from everything as of late. (Don't ask unless you want to be maced.)



SO to ease this pain and perhaps close my tear glands a bit, because I am positive that I am really wasting eyeliner and I'm sure my pillow will not be able to take much more, I've been taking some photos.



For those who don't know, I've been taking some art classes at a community college about 45 minutes from home. Amongst those classes are, Drawing (fucking sucks ass.. go figure) Design (<3) and Photography (<3333). I absolutely frigging love photography with a passion that burns deeps in my jet black heart! My teacher is absolutely amazing. She's a funny woman who loves goats... can't go wrong with that xD.



Anyways generally after I am done with an assignment I usually post the finished product in my pictures on here. For those who are interested the album title is PHOTOGRAPHY CLASS... (or something along the lines of that). If you don't like them, you're entitled to your own opinion.



However my teacher has always made it a point to urge us to take pictures of things we love and care about. She doesn't grade us on our subjects which is something I really love her for. I've really been trying to accomplish this.



...anyways our current assignment was to take a series of photos where line was dominant, a series where texture was dominant, and a series where point of view was dominant. So yesterday as I was out in my yard trying to find inspiration and desperately attempting not to fall down and sob into the mud, the sun came out. It came out... and the leaves... they were so yellow. I've never been like a giant fan of yellow... but this was just glorious. After an entire miserable day of drab, gloomy, gray and brown... it had turned to the colors of royalty! So right there and then... I decided to take photos for me and and only for me.

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Pictures shall be posted soon!